I'm more lonely than i know

Fran calls me 'little lost soul.' I don't know if I felt it before or if I'm just being affected by her eloquence, but I feel it now. My brain echoes it.

Where have you guys gone?

Bran: In DC, with Kevin, her amazing fiance. She took the midnight train to Georgia.
Carole: Where are you honey? I miss talking to you...
Chau: Just had her second child. A boy. Adorable.



Something pulls at my sleeve and wants some attention when I look through Chau's pics. Her, and Lucas, and her lovely family. How HAPPY Chau looks. And when I look at Brandi with Kevin... I dunno. I'm not at all romantic, and I've never wanted a family (mine is perfect already- how could I ask for more?) but there is something...

Somewhere in me is a leaky sink.